There is this joke in Polish that probably has its variants across different languages.
There is group of children, not even ten years old, being asked by their teacher, who they want to be, when they grow up. And there is forest of hands and children shouting one over another: „an astronaut!”, „journalist!”, „a doctor!”, „firefighter!”, „a cop!”. But there is one kid sitting silent, hands down, and teacher notices him.
- And you, John? Who would you like to be, when you grow up?
And John seems to know already.
- A homeless bum.
- What?!
- A homeless bum.
- But John, don’t you want to be someone, who people look up to or put their faith in? Something ambitious? Why homeless bum?
- Well, I will be drinking alcohol from the moment I wake up, I will not have to worry about going to work, not have to worry about making my bed, I can puke all over myself and nobody notices, people will help me in their pity and when police arrests me there will be no downgrade to my life.
And teacher listened speechless.
Fast forward to John’s middle age. John stands at the edge of a roof top, dangerously close to the edge, looking at state of the world that he grow up next to.
He looks far away in the distance, at the shore, where is located disgustingly expensive marina with the largest private yachts the world has seen. He looks at the hills in distance, where rich people have enclave only for them across many hectares of golf fields, ponds and exclusive restaurants. He looks at shopping centers and fancy restaurants in city. At expensive mansions between city and nature. And he knows… he knows… that everything that could be bought in his eyesight, he already owns. And when his private helicopter heats its engines behind him, to take him to his mansion from his private helipad from the top of his company’s roof top, he asks himself this one important question:
- Where the fuck did I go wrong?!
Anyway. I am downsizing for some time now. But my decisions took some strange turns. And somehow… I ended up looking at this, asking myself similar question:
Intentions: to make some music, of course. While I am not yet set, what happens with MS-5, which is kind of my dream come true instrument (and I never wanted original SH-5, since it is too big for me), this one kind of also takes too much space for me, but the sound is there. Regarding DT 2. I never was so much fixated on having stereo, and two mono tracks gave me some things that are impossible anyway in single stereo track, but then… I had very big problem, when selling my Blofeld, because I love comb filters so much. So this is this. DT 2 will be at the end of my chain ST-DN-DT2, but I am heavily heavily contemplating adding Prophet X in front of DT2 and then connecting ST and DN parallel to DT2. Whole setup would be so much easier and - ekhm! (looking at Prophet X) - so much more portable, if I could just go thru USB hub and have ST-DN parallel with DT2 (with only PX at its input) without mixer.