Can you give an example of a track with a similar drumpattern to what you are trying to achieve?
And perhaps upload a pattern of yourself a long with it.
But best advice is to just listen and try to decipher what’s going on. Best work to study is of course Squarepusher’s. But ignore his amen break tracks. There’s less amen on Go Plastic.
Also learn programming in a pianoroll or Renoise. It’s much easier. Or even straight onto several audio tracks in Pro Tools or something, ignoring MIDI altogether. It gets very confusing quickly on a XOX style hardware stepsequencer.