There is definitely the danger of the process becoming kinda mechanical and I’ve seen this happen with many of my friends. That whole what is “supposed” to happen here seems to take things over easily.
I also know so many previously interesting and promising musicians that ended up sounding average and honestly boring after studying music theory. More predictable and less personal.
Especially with synths that offer endless harmonic possibilities and sounds that are not bound by the laws of physics it seems like theory in many cases just keeps things grounded in the worst possible way.
I know this might sound extremely pretentious and idiotic, but, to me learning music theory is about as relevant and desirable as learning sexual theory. I don’t wan it to be rational, at all. I don’t want to think when making music.
Just a playful thought that rings very true to me nevertheless lol.
Intuitive exploration is where it’s at IMO.