I feel a little seen by this thread… over 20 years now, some tracks made, but not nearly enough. Endless gear bought and sold.
An interesting thing seems to happen with electronic music: everyone that starts working with electronic music fashions themselves as a music producer.
It’s a little odd when you think about it from the perspective of other musical instruments.
Think about how many guitars are sold… most people who pick up a guitar want to learn to strum some chords, play a few tunes, and enjoy themselves as a way of creative escape.
Nobody is looking at that person and thinking “wow, they didn’t release a full album of their own guitar music, what a failure”. And more importantly, the person that bought the guitar doesn’t feel that way, either.
Whereas with electronic music gear, it seems to be so common (externally and self-imposed) to think that if you’re not putting out full tracks regularly you are a failure.
I’m still struggling myself with this, and I still DO want to release more music (even now at 50).
But I also think it’s totally fine to just dabble in these instruments. Make sounds, create loops, jam. If you’re enjoying it, then don’t stop! Life is short and creative outlets are critical to happiness.