hey folks… so many creative people here… so many honest answers and hardly any trolls in my threads …
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so I am thinking of going to become a video dude, a creaive person, study film and motion design (or communication design / illustration) …
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got the heart for it, got some of the soul… have been doing it pretty much all my life, noodling around always but never thought I d be “good enough, talented enough” and off course “there will never be enough money out there to make a living” …
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turns out all the other shit I ve done dont get me anywhere, and at the same time it is hard to make a living …
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I still keep trying to squeeze myself into that square box (tie, suit, office, 9-5 etc )
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.but maybe I should really embrace that I am a spherical object with many weird colors … and and AND drop some 20 grand / 30 grand on a college education … .(for 3 years all together)
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.bear in mind, I am turning 34 this year .
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as usual looking forward to ALL chimes from my fellow elektronauts