Don’t underestimate the power of working this kind of music outside (when the weather permit it…) If you feel like Reaktor is kind of boring and want to have hands on an instrument… Well it’s the same between Ableton and Octatrack . But actually the Octatrack record, effected, transformed, reshape, mangle, and make all kind of crazy things … (without a soundcard) Pair it with an ipad a granular app and record some acoustic or electric instruments with both… change radically everything, field recording all kind of noise + and in addition you can walk around ! Trust me outside in this kind of music it’s such inspirations out there ! a lot more than ableton and matrix of buttons to push too… in your house in the dark or stick inside in a small room
In this kind of music you need to find the story telling and i’m not sure, alone in the studio is the best way . at least at some point you have no choice but try outside with small equipment !
(and worst by designing sound from the ground up on a synth it’s just a tiny part of the full piece of music at the end)
But hey, at the end do what you want, what you feel better