Here are some resources for you, or whoever, to help you along
Free Samples Vol.6 - Drum & Bass Sample Pack - Ghost Syndicate Audio
https://www.dnbsamples.co.uk/free-sample-packs
If this is therapeutic for you right now, I’d rather you have fun with this instead of taking it too seriously, so let me know if you get stuck or whatever, and we can see if we can “unjam” you jam.
Or if a track isn’t working out…. Just bail on it and try another one. Don’t get too caught up in the details.