So a friend of mine asked me the other day, wouldn’t you wanna make music for a living? And I was like, sure, who wouldn’t?
Then I thought about the people I know, who have made a decent or more than decent living being artists. Not just creative shotguns for hire, but actual artists, in so much that they make a living out of producing their own body of work.
And I thought about the times we meet, over lunch or coffee or dinner or just a stroll through the park, and they talk about what they got going, what they’re facing, what their lives are like.
I got this writer friend. He’s cramped up now, pressured to deliver his next novel and not able to get it done, or even get it going. It’s been years. And the pressure’s growing. He’s quite famous. You’d think he’s got it covered by now. He doesn’t.
And I know this musician, who took a break from it all last year, and now prepares his comeback. From the outside, it seems he’s got his shit together. On the inside, he doesn’t. And when it comes to him, you’d REALLY think he’s got it covered. Oh man, he doesn’t.
The advantage, of which I believe we are unaware until we’ve been on the other side of the fence, of not making a living or at least being dependant on income from our work as artists, is that we can call it quits any day and keep on doing what we’re doing when the sun’s up. And our families will still be fed, our rents paid, food on the table, all that. We’re not defined by our work as artists. It’s a part of us, but it’s not the whole.
I don’t know. I’ve yet to see someone close up, who makes a living as an artist, who has a life or a situation that I’d want to be in. I’ve met many people who are happy and content, but none of them are the writers, artists or whatnot who has a talent so great, they can do what they want.
It would seem, when you have the kind of talent that gives you that idea of freedom, you create your own ball and chain, which becomes even harder to resolve, cause it’s just you and the issues within you, and that’s about the hardest thing to resolve ever.
though let’s say you’re filthy rich, then you don’t have to depend on it. But to me it seems, the more succesful you are, the more you’re haunted by the idea of keeping it up.
