Friends at the forum,
For a year and a half, I’ve been through them all. The synths, the samplers, the gizmos and the gadgets.
Well, not all, but a lot more than what’s healthy.
For awhile, this was justified. Yes, a great musician can make good stuff with almost nothing, but in the world of electronic music, the tools make a difference. You can play a Mozart Sonata on any piano, no matter how good or bad it is, but in our blessed world, there’s a difference between samplers and samplers, synths and synths, and so on.
Lately, however, I believe there’s nothing in my rig that prevents me from creating great tracks. Sure, I’m still searching for a better balance, but it’s not like I’m seriously blocked.
And yet, I am.
Obviously, this is psychological, the pursuit for gear that will give me the perfect balance is a bittersweet chase, since I create this idea that there is a perfect rig and once I find it, the tracks will flow like never before. But I know this is not true, since once I do get some work done, the results are pretty decent. So obviously, with what I’ve got, I can make something that earns a few likes on Soundcloud.
So recognising this, knowing that my mind and my heart are in conflict and really I am an addict in all senses but perhaps the family destroying one (my wife thinks my trading and swapping is kind of cute), I’ve found a way to calm myself down, in order to find peace with what I’ve got and stop chasing for new stuff. Because it’s tedious, it’s like chasing a rainbow, you can never reach to the end because there’s no pot of gold, and that’s tiresome to know if you’re still chasing.
So I’m asking myself this question, every time I think “Oh, I should get this” or “I’ll sell this” and so on.
Will I be a better musician?
Most of the time, the answer is No. Which is why I returned my Analog Keys. It would not make me a better musician.
This is actually working for me. I can still feel the pull, but it’s easier to resist.
Writing this is part of my therapy, by the way.