While I don’t think a struggle is necessarily a requirement to making art, I also don’t buy the idea that the whole process of creating something is fun or should be fun. That’s a bunch of bullshit if you ask me. There are sparks in creating something, that bring joy, or moments of fun and enjoyment, but the process of trying to express some meaning, for me there is pain in that and something tedious as well. Art to me is like this need to express some inner responsibility to myself and sometimes I wish I didn’t have that undeniable need. It’s sort of like that expression about courage comes after one does something that’s scary, the few things I have made in my life that at one point or another that I was proud of, the real enjoyment came after. You know, sitting down and observing it with the feeling of ahh yes, I did that!
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