During my youth (beginn of 90s) i tripped the hell out of me…
I have two perspectives on this time
1.) I started to work after my regular job in a record-store and worke behind two decks 1210mkII … i drifted to new spaces … so no DJing… i lost this opportunity … and had quite a lot of troubles reintegrating me into society again… but i did it… very succsessfully
2.) I saw, heared & felt things that the majority of people will never ever experience… i would miss that… since this time i tried to recreate the effect i’ve experienced with strange sounds out of my synths, meditation, sports… sometimes with unexpected outcomes
But as allready quoted… as i got older the more i’d like to have a clear mind…
In fact … i don’t smoke anymore… no alcohol… actually a very brave guy