Yeah, this. Reminds me of the thread by @Wolf-Rami from a couple of weeks back. Lots of great insights there to read through. I think it’s totally fine if you just use the stuff to zoom out, have fun and enjoy your time. Great to have that in life! As long as you don’t run into financial troubles or neglect relationahips in your life, nothing to worry about.
If you feel like you have to work towards something, go with @darenager’s advice. There’s a danger in killing the fun this way and maybe you find out it’s not worth it, since you are fine with just noodling/exploring synthesis and gear. But you won’t find out in which camp you are if you never try finishing a track.
Edit: that’s the topic I was referring to