Hey friends,
I finally released my first album in over 20 years. The last time I did that, it was self-pressed CDs and a copyshop. Before MySpace even. Nothing of that exists online anymore. Now here we go: I wrote Cradle on two A4s, at the beginning of 2022 – about four years after getting my first Elektron device.
While writing these songs, my associations were strongly focused in childhood abuse, and the mess that a child might have to go through as a result. The music is uplifting nevertheless, with a heavier undertone that sometimes shines through. Several people said it sounds and feels videogamey, which I understand, but wasn’t my intention. Maybe it connects to the surreal way that humans connect to life when still children, and their brain waves don’t yet have their full range: I read that for children, life is like dreaming. Everything connects in the weirdest ways.
Anyway. The music was done, and it took over two more years to release. Apart from endless technical troubles (I see you, Overbridge), this gave me the time to expand the music into visual and verbal formats. On that path, I realized that the tracks, in their entirety, form a circle more than a line. The music doesn’t go from beginning to end, but cycles within itself.
It led me to wonder whether these tracks really were about childhood abuse, or rather about life being circular, especially when you ascribe to the spiritual thoughts I care about. Emotional cycles, life cycles, cosmic cycles. One’s life as fragment of a continuous cycle, with infinite layers of meaning, infinite beginnings and endings.
Here are ten Bandcamp codes, to enter at https://cbh69.bandcamp.com/yum
- ua4s-hpuf
- 3btf-w3cn
pf55-y7csrd79-7v4d6jcf-35j7kbhx-wf85m6ps-52amfyfc-bdugm2ac-whaugm9q-c5rp
[Edit:] Here are ten more codes:
- a2m4-wxau
- j7av-yfss
- 7w78-7qhd
- xs52-5zpc
- 4q75-7t7w
- 4bwb-v7m4
- cxhm-geka
- c4ef-uut7
- es7x-evuv
- rhls-78e9
The music is on many streaming platforms. I used CdBaby and it worked well for me:
Digital booklet: There’s a 72-page booklet that I wrote about in a previous post. You get the PDF with the Bandcamp album; it includes illustrated lyrics to the album, thoughts about each song, and drawings made by me, and by fellow artist Zofia Chrzanowska.
Physical booklet: This 72-page booklet also exists as a physical thing: 20x20cm, in a limited edition of 50. You can buy it here.
- All drawings I made for this album can be seen here, plus
- there’s a hub site with more info on the album here.
Thanks for your time, and thanks for all your support over the years!
Chris