poonti
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I had my favorite cat of all time run over by a car when I was a kid, a grey tabby, and his friend cat came over to scratch on our door to tell us what happened (this cat never came over for anything, was scared of people!), so I feel what you’re going through - my wife is allergic to cats & dogs, so I haven’t had a cat or dog as an adult…no pain, but no gain neither! Gerbils or fish don’t quite cut the mustard 
Courage, you lost a buddy, but cherish the time you had with him.