Wow, that sounds beautiful!
If I can give you my two cents, for now just forget fussing about the equipment too much and just grab something to get you started with. It can be a guitar, a piano, a 2$ app on your phone, a korg volca keys, doesn’t matter really. The main thing is get you either playing or programming an instrument, and getting a feel for things.
Back when I started, there was no-one to teach how to use any of that gear. All I had was a synth I bought from a local music store… I would just flick through the presets and play it… everything sounded so cool! Then later on one mate showed me how to add a sequencer for controlling the synth, and things just grew naturally from there.
If you’re drawn into electronic music by the beat, get something that has drum sounds on it and start programming some beats. Even a smartphone can be used for this, and the apps for phones are very affordable, some of them even free.
If you’re more into melodies and harmonies, getting an instrument, even something like a guitar, or a pawn shop keyboard will get you started on playing.
If there’s one advice I can give for someone starting out on 2018, it’s ”find your own way, have fun, be kind to yourself. Equipment always loses the fight against a good song”.
the internet is a great place to learn how to do specific things, but don’t let anyone 1up on you with their opinions.