I’ve been meaning to catch-up on this all month… made it just in time. So, I grew up in rural Scotland - really rural, the village had a population of less than a thousand. That meant what you were listening to or could easily get was pretty largely dependent on what you heard on the radio or who you knew. Being the eldest in my family I didn’t have a cooler older sibling.
I was in my mid-teens as we went into the 90s and at that point where my interest in music was going from casual to the beginnings of obsession. Up to that point the music I’d gravitated towards tended to subconsciously be more electronic or synthy and definitely with more of an emphasis on beats. Bits and pieces of dance music or hip-hop but really the fringes of stuff that was making it onto mainstream radio or Top Of The Pops. Occasionally I might get bootleg tape of DJ set from a rave from a mate of a mater.
But I was starting to look for something a bit different and for it to be something which resonated more with my growing teenage angst. Problem being that the alternative kids in my school were mostly into heavy metal and I found the likes of Iron Maiden, Def Leppard and so on pretty pompous. There were probably some folk listening to the Smiths but again… Morrissey was a clown even back then.
Then one time, we were over visiting a mate from a different village probably to play Call Of Cthulhu, and he’d got a tape through the post from his pen pal. It had Jane’s Addiction on one side, and Pretty Hate Machine by Nine Inch Nails on the other. I wasn’t blown away or anything but I was definitely curious…
Fast forward a few weeks and I was in the nearest provincial town being dragged around the shops by my Mum and I came across this cassette…
It was only 3 or 4 quid and so I decided to give it a go. It wasn’t quite a light-bulb moment but it did grow on me very quickly even if I thought some of the tracks were absolutely mental to begin with. I couldn’t believe the synths and drum machines could be so heavy and intense, those guitar solos in the heavy metal my pals loved sounded even more cartoonish after this. It was probably the reason my Walkman went from occasional usage to constant companion.
Listening again recently and it was holding up better than expected, can’t say I’ve been a huge fan of NIN since the 90s though I’ve probably been reasonably aware of what Trent’s been up to. The sound design has held up well in a lot of places, a lot of the song structures aren’t as typical as you’d expect, and by the lyrics are functional with the cliché-o-meter not getting quite the hammering it does in other NIN stuff. Though, wow, Wish remains pretty embarrassing on that front.
All that said, it really was a pivotal album (well EP I guess) for me. It was what kick started my various musical obsessions. It introduced me to industrial music from where it was a quick hop and jump into all manner of experimental and electronic music. It was definitely an antidote to the a lot of the toy-town rave that was starting to infect the charts. It was also what got me thinking about how remixes can be really interesting and turn songs into totally new and exciting shapes. And it was after this that I started listening to John Peel, reading Melody Maker/NME as I sought to find out about other bands and artists…
And I suppose very specifically, it introduced me to Coil directly. And from reading about the supposed influence and/or linkage, a more indirect introduction to Cabaret Voltaire.
Jings… lots of words there, I should be more succinct next month now I’ve got things rolling.